I nak YOU kurus, PAHAM?

Assalamualaikum and good morning!

Dah lama rasanya tak bangun pepagi macam ni. Apesal bangun pagi gilaaaa?
HAAAAAAAAAAAA! Tu lah tu nak tulis tu.

Most of my friends tahu dah yang I'm engaged and I'm going to marry a guy named Faizal soon kan. So yeaaaaaah, the preparation? Not much tapi ada lah sikit sikit. Hihi. As for us, kitorang memang tak fikir lagi lah pasal preparation like doorgift and stuff tapi kdg-kdg tu boleh buat kena bebel la, sebab SATU pun tak settle lagi kecuali baju nikah. Tu dah settle. Hihi. Tapi baju nikah kita jela, baju nikah dia kain je dah ada, tempahnya belum. Mungkin dia nak tempah sehari sebelum bernikah, mungkin ... hehe.

So, basically the prepation tu memang banyak la, cuma aku tak amek port sgt, maklum tengah busy finals. Tapi ... sebenarnya ada PREPARATION yang paling paling pentinggggg lagi dari those things, which is ..

TO LOSE WEIGHT!

Cerita lose weight ni takkan pernah senyap selagi aku tak kurus. Daripada zaman sekolah bawak ke zaman nak menikoh nih hah dok (tidak) settle settle lagi ni. Haihhh, tensen tensen. Ditambah pulak akibat kebahagian yang melampaui batas sebagai tunangan orang, aku dah GAINED 7 KG! Tahniah Izyan, cincin tunang kau pun tak boleh keluar kan, padanlah muka kau! This is real story, dah lah nak masuk pun cukup-cukup napas, nak keluar kan skrg dah tak boleh, ohhmyyyyy *nangisnangis*.

So yesterday, when fiancee came to KL for meeting, he was like ..

"BESARRRRRRNYAAAA ....".

K foine, mmg mcm nak sedih tapi THATS THE FACT! Kalau dikira guna jari tangan dan kaki, sejak kami berkenalan up until now, aku dah GAINED more than 10 kilos okay? LIKEEEEEEE WHATTT? Tu lemak ke atau seekor lembu telah dimasukkan ke dalam perut aku? T_T

Actually, the day before jumpa Mr fiancee tu, kawan kawan pun dah brainwash aku dah pasal ilmu ilmu rumah tangga ni (padahal sume belum kahwin ni, tapi semua advance kann, hihi). Bukan je sebelum jumpa Mr Fiancee, balik jumpa Mr Fiancee kawan yang lain pulak brainwash aku, mmg DOUBLE TRIPLE PERGHHH lah kan perasaan aku. Mcm nak menangis ada, semua mcm mcm ada.

But there is something I said to Mr Fiancee yesterday, something like ..

"ckp sng la nk kurus, egt tak susah ke? beribu ribu tau dah habis nak kurus, dah lapar nak buat cemane .."

okay see there? the word LAPAAA NAK BUAT CMNE, time part ni suara aku memang sebek je, HAHAHA *amek simpati*.

Then I continued .. "cakap senang, cuba la bagi semangat macam tolong ingatkan ke ape ke" .. then suddenly aku boleh mcm nak melompat sikit, sambil pusing kat dia cakap ..

Mee : HAA HAA! I knw, kita puasa jom?
Him : Haaaaaa, bagus bagus. Awak puasa.
Mee : its KITA. You have to join me!
Him : Kalau saya olok-olok macam join utk bg semangat pun dikira tak?
Mee : NOOOOO! Kena join sama sama.
Him : Tapi saya kerja panjat tower blablabla.
Mee : YELAAAAAA but not everyday panjat punnn, NAK KE TANAK?
Him : Okayyy laa.
Mee : And you have to wake me up everytime nak sahur, YEAYYY!
Him : Ehh, awak la kejut saya!
Mee : Alaaa kita tgk la sape yang terjaga, but both buat alarm okayy?
Him : Haa yela yela.

And i'm still thinking about the loe weight thingy even after he went back to Kuantan .. and we still talk about the same topic before going to sleep (aku tertidur time on phone), hihihi ..

and at 5.10am +-, he wake me up! Seriously, HE WAKE ME UP! Muahaha, how am going to be a wife, susah gila nak bangun, HAHAHA. Tadi dia kejut pun during kitorang sahur tu, I called him sebab bosan sahur sorang, we chitchat for awhile ..

Mee : Sahur makan apa?
Him : Makan mendanya, mana makan apa apa.
Mee : Lahhh?
Him : Minum shake herbalife ni laa.
Mee : Ohhh, sama laaaa! Nak termuntah dah byk sgt minum.
Him : hmmm. harap harap esok takde call kerja
Mee : Ohh. Ni awak mmg tak tido tido ke apa?
Him : Tak lah, jaga tadi la nak sahur and nak kejut awak.
Mee : Woaaahhh! Esok kejut lagi YEAYYY!
Him : Nak kejut awak ni pun "makan masa".
Mee : memang la :'(
Him : Okay la nak mandi nak solat subuh.
Mee : daaaaahhh azan dah keeee?!
*time ni shake tggl lagi suku *sbb buat +-700 ml

And I was like rasa TERHARUUUUUU nyaaa dari semalam until today morning. Yelah, yesterday dia sampai je KL dia dtg kat UIA around 11.20am and sleep in the car while waiting for me to finish my class, then we had our lunch at Seoul Garden. Pastu, this morning dia kejutkan sahur.

I mean, they have to feel the same way what we felt. Yela, takkan la main cakap " I NAK YOU KURUS, YOU HAVE TO KURUS". No! No! No!. You have to be part of the lose weight process then you know how we struggled to lose weight, its not easy but its going to worth it. I know, tapi I have problems with my snacking habits and discipline. So hopefully both of us akan istiqamah, sambil menahan diri dari lapar boleh mengawal diri juga dan belajar menerima diri masing-masing.

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For you ;

Everything yang I want you to be, like a romantic guy? Memang tak boleh jadi. Even how i push you pun, it wont happen. I remember there is a time you cakap "cmne? tunjuk laa. cakap la cmne". tu pun memang dah tahap nak push lah tu. Remember pasal i want the flowers? I dont need it anymore, I just want you, the real you. Romantic is subjective. You have your own ways to show me how much you care and how much you love me. The day you proposed me dekat mama pun, dah tunjuk how much you love me, kalau tak you wont come all the way from Kuantan to KKB to meet mama and soend your time here kan.

I am grateful that I have you as my fiancee, Omok! :)




ps ; I have problem with short term memory. This is going to be my "before-marriage" stories collection. If its annoying, please dont read :)